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Who knew that school and work could be so tiring. I'm just tired of going to school and work on the same day. I just want to get my cna license and stop schooling for a little bit, just to get experience in the field a little more. I promise I want stop 'til i got a decent wage of living. I want to be able to live on my own one day even though mom might make that impossible. I want to get my license and stop being a wuss. Right now though driving here is dangerous. All the random construction going on. Tax was raised as well, ugh, can't wait to be fussed at about that at work. "tax is 6.75%"! god, put me in peace. I don't want to be in misery no more. It's hard to be positive though when every one around you is so negative. It's contagious as he'll and ten times worse than any deadly disease. Being that way is no way of life. 2nd worse are Wishers/wanters; they sit there and wait for things to pop out of no where that's a great opportunity for them. I have all those. I'm not willing to work for what I want. I'm not a do-er. Well, I guess I can change all that by studying for my cna exam and after fall semester I'll find another job.

I'm sitting outside of DCCC typing this. I want to get more money, so we can move to a bigger house or if Kshin move out mom and I can get our own place or maintain the other house (I hope not). I'll handle the bills! Mom is no good with money. It's spend money on everbody that doesn't help me pay bills and hold off all bills for later. She'll let it build up high too.
She needs to think about us. She doesn't though. That's why I give my money to Kshin.

Wish me luck with this whole bettering my life thing. By the way "rabbit". It's the first day of September! And make a wish at 12:12. I'm going to start doing stuff like that. People are going to start thinking I'm crazy xD.

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